It’s my own fault

I sit here all alone
All my friends are left behind
I never tried to fill the hole
I thought they’d be in touch online

I guess it’s fine
Folks have it so much worse
But somehow that makes me feel emptier
Than feeling the reverse

And so I stand
Against the window pane
I get a text from a friend
Who has become just another name

Yeah I’ve been great
Look at this funny pic
Remember so and so from years ago
That guy was such a prick

I’ve gotta go
We should hang out soon though
I hope to be over that way
In a couple months or so

Now turn away
From the window pane
And turn the lights off
So it’s easier to melt into the pain

Don’t wanna work

Don’t wanna be at home
Don’t wanna see my friends
But at the same time I
Don’t really ever wanna be alone

So help me God

I never figured out
Were we an accident
A toy you made
Some garbage you threw out

That’s it I guess

Annoying pets at best
At worst a mess
A drama that was
Really easy to forget

And so I stand

Empty beer in hand
I wanna feel at peace
I just feel tired
So much for a plan