Thoughtful introspection
Man, whatever
I wish that I could buy the lie
That out of sight means out of mind

Thought that growing up
Would be much better
Instead I’m losing all my friends
To kids and jobs and long distance

So tell me what you’re selling
I’ll buy about anything
I’ve got the money
But the wonder’s faded over time

Give me a guarantee I
Just need some certainty I
I’ve got the money
But I lost the joy when I turned 29

Am I nihilistic
Yeah, whatever
Got no purpose, got no sense
And give half to the government

Depressed and anxious
Probably fucked forever
Not just sad, it’s emptiness
But somehow also crippling stress

So give me what you’re selling
I’ll buy about anything
I’ve got the money
But the wonder’s faded over time

Give me a guarantee I
Just need some certainty I
I’ve got the money
But I lost the joy when I turned 29

Life is meaningless
And God that scares me
How does everybody else
Get through their lives and not need help

Smaller steps
Today before tomorrow
Don’t stop to think and you’ll be fine
I have to hope that someday I won’t mind