I play these songs until they hurt
They keep me grounded but
They keep me down it’s worse
No words
No I can’t sleep alone
Can’t handle another
Morning on my own
I know it’s sad I know don’t say it
But I can’t help it I lay awake and
I think of you
I try not to
Remember when you fell at the party
That dick who never said he was sorry
We’d pass out on each other at your place
I loved every one of those days
I know that I’m not Ryan
But I’m here I’m yours and I’m tryin
To hold it in but I don’t wanna lose you
I hold it in so I don’t lose you
I don’t wanna know but I can’t look away
And I’m afraid to talk because of what I’d say
But am I really just another guy that you know
Are you too much for me to hold